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You would think I wouldn't have to go through so much "red tape" for a transfer, but this shit is starting to get re-gotdamn-dicilous. As some of you may know, I recently applied for a new position at work; and although things have been set in motion for me to leave, I'm prohibited from doing so until a replacement is hired.

Now, as patient as I am, I can understand the politics behind things of this nature but, still, my patience can only stretch so far. I feel as though I’ve been more than accommodating when it comes to this particular issue and, for once, I feel it necessary for the company to do right by ME for a change.

The only problem is, as much as I’m entitled to an opinion, if that opinion does not coincide with theirs (the company); then at the end of the day, I’m expendable. I know that. They know that. We all know that. Facts is facts, no matter how you slice it. Therefore, none of this rant is a knock against my present employer, but rather with the situation itself. It’s like this…

I’m more than content with where I am now, but a part of me has always felt out of place. I know absolutely nothing about hardware and appliances, so to continue bullshitting as if I do just seems like a waste of time. Maybe it’s just me, but if I’m going to be apart of something, I like to be somewhat knowledgeable about things; not like I don‘t have a fucking clue.

And that’s exactly how I feel at times. Some days are better than others… Yes, I agree and serve testament to that; however, I think a mutual divorce would just be better for all parties involved. I get what I want and, in return, peace and tranquility is restored. Enough said.

*Be careful what you wish for*